Not All Those Who Wander Are Lost



"We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander further and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger or the sadness preventing us returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering, sometimes it's easier. Sometimes we find our own way out. But regardless, always, we are found."
~ Cecilia Ahern, Thanks for the Memories

I have been wandering and though Tolkien tells us that "not all those who wander are lost," my wandering has been a bit aimless. I have been lost. It has been six years since I last posted here. I did leave a departure message and I have not been completely idle. 

I began telling stories of my childhood in Kenya and then I abandoned that project. I also returned to university (finally) and earned my Bachelor of Arts in English with honors. With degree in hand, I took a better job and I have been, in a word, busy. And while my professional life has a path and purpose, my personal life has been neglected. I write for my job and I wrote an absurd amount of research for university, but I haven't written anything for personal reasons in months — no, years. I even stopped keeping a journal. 

This is where I got lost... "♬ knee deep in the hooplah. ♪" I denied a special part of myself for far too long. I may never publish anything of note (beyond this blog), but I am still a writer and I must write... even if my ramblings are of no use to anyone but me. 

So, here I am. I have found my way out of the labyrinth of the lost. 

If you are out there. If you are listening. 
Welcome back. 


5 comments:

  1. Welcome back miss. You and I both need to get back to this more frequently...

    "From the ashes a fire shall be woken."

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  2. Welcome back. From someone one who doesn't travel much ... er, Australia is a biggish place, so relocating the 2000 kilometres or so isn't such a big deal -- but did miss your accounts of travels - um, beyond my ken ...

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  3. PS; why do 'modern' (or is it American Imperialism ?) English studies take the 'you' out of 'colour', 'honour'; and 'humour' ?

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  4. I can't answer that one. I can tell you it took me four years of American university practice to ween it out of my own personal spelling when I returned to the States for college. My professors kept "correcting" it on my papers. I had to make the switch.

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